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88 minutes exactly — the "classic feature" runtime most directors aim for.

"I want to live my life being me."
Ex-swimmer Kōhei, facing divorce, meets aspiring animator Yūtaka in Tokyo’s gay district. Their fiery attraction deepens amid emotional highs and lows.
“I want to live my life being me.”

Joe Nakamura
Kaido Kōhei

Kondo Yohdi
Imaizumi Yūtaka (Yūta)

Reina Tasaki
Kaido Mizuna

Yoshiaki Umegaki
Priscilla
Minamoto Rai
Mimosa
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Takamasa Oe directs. Runs lean at under 100 minutes. Produced in Japan. Dialogue in Japanese.
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A stylishly filmed story about a thirty-something swimming teacher who, having been divorced by his wife, encounters a young man and together they embark on a journey of self-discovery. It's all pretty predictable stuff: inner demons are faced and it has it's fair share of love, lust, jealousy - and, of course, external family problems that all weigh heavily on the younger man as he struggles to find and accept love and on the older as he deals with his teenage daughter. The ending, though really quite unfulfilling, is actually appropriate and honest. Two decent performances from Joe Nakamura and Yohdi Kondo keep this interesting, if not exactly thought-provoking.
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モバコン株式会社
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